When it gets tough gotta fight some more....

Well well well, long time no blog huh?


ITS MY BIRTHDAY ON TUESDAY!! xD


Things have changed...kinda...over the last little while. For instance, I was sick for a whole week. I hate being sick, i feel like shit and stuff so yeah. I like someone new at last yaaay :D now normaly it would take me ages to get over a guy i liked that much and granted i did bang on about him to my friends a bit but like one of them knew exactly how i was feeling so that was good. But a few nights ago i was lying in bed thinking "why the hell am i holding on to this? its not like he's gonna ask me whats wrong..not that he ever would but still. he should know by now i'm pissed with him so.." and then i decided to do this kinda metaphorical release type of thing, granted at half one in the morning you cant exactly do it the way i wanted to but still. I took a really deep breath and let go every feeling i had towards this guy as i breathed out. I now feel nothing towards him. I nothing him. Feels pretty god, considering i was so hung up on him for so damn long. I can't hate him cause i see him nearly every time i go out and i can't be all spiteful and bitchy cause thats just mean. So now i just nothing him.

Went out on friday, pretty cool, got to see people after being out of school sick all week. I was all like "yaaay heyyyy people :D" then like yeah..friday was good.
Then today was boring as fuckkkk i was like omgggggg. and natalie with her bony arse lol. total JHAH moment on the high green, mainly me namedropping all the boys and that. pretty cool. then talkin bout facebook and listenin to JHAH and me being able to tell if it was Kelan or Padraig singing cause i'm that obsessive about them, but sure at least i'll admit it lol.

I feel as though a certain Lucy Bennett deserves a very special mention =]
She reads my blog, she was the one who actually reminded me to blog this morning. She's so nice and lovely and pretty and stuff. and she is quite the cool. We've become kinda close over the last little while and its cool cause we're cool :) she blogs so much! i'll never be able to catch up or keep up with her! She's really nice and lovely and never done me a wrong :)
ily :D

tryna think what else to blog about.........gawwwd i'm sooooo tireddd :O

shout outs toooo:
jonny cause he's all awesome and cool and stuff xD
elise and sarah cause ily :D
natalieeeeeeee hahahaha
missa cause she's all cool and stuff
ash && jemmma cause they're awesome
sketch cause he'll read this when he gets his mac back i know he will xD
danny even though he aint blogged in a while :P
diarmuid cause he's sound and cool and stuff :D

It's all false love and affection, you don't want me, you just like the attention.

My new most favouritest lyrics from La Roux - I'm not your toy. The lyrics are really good, she's so cool and yeah, awesome song, everyone youtube it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7IGE58IPgo&feature=fvst HERE now :) So yeah, I kinda had a shitty week. Again this is the last wanring i'll give readers, if your not up for a midly dramatic description of my life the fuck off to another page kay? But yeah umm... I saw someone I really didnt want to see yesterday and I got kinda mad. Even though this person doesnt seem to think they've done anything wrong, just fucking off with one of my friends, but then again I guess I should be used to that by now, it happens with every guy I ever like...*rolls eyes to prevent a break down at the computer*. I won't go on another rant about how "I don't understand why everyone treats me like shit" But you'd get the drift, Realllllly liked someone, they fuck off with my friend, think its okay, and try to remain friends? No thanks. I'm done with you. Please don't try unless you really mean it. Being your friend is too confusing. Either like me...or just don't bother like you did the last time, only this time the difference is that you know for definate that i like you.



Anywhooo, Wednesday, JC results came out....I did so much better than I imagined I would. I got 2A's 7B's 2C's I was so happy, I ended up crying for like 2 hours from relief, hapiness and because I was just so overwhelmed of the fact that I had done so well :) Feel free to congratulate me. I realise that sounds soooooo ego-maniac and big-headed but I don't care, I worked my ass of last year and now it's paid off xD Got some ermm financial congratulations [aka grandmothers helped out] and I guess its gonna be another situation where i'll end up spending 100 euro and have to try and work out where it's all gone It always happens, I end up digging out receipts from my pockets and my purse etc :P



But yeah ummm its my birthday soonish 29th September xD Woo paarrrtayyy :L I think me and a friend are combining birthday partayys cause there only a few days apart... so anyone who knows me ask me what we're doing and I'll explain :) Cant decide what I want of the parents yet.. However if anyone choses to buy me a present I would be thankful for itunes giftcards? Or not? Not is okay too.. ynoa what? No presents you guys its fiine :D

Another tune I'm liking right now is Ciara - if that boy dont love you by now [remix] lyrics describe my situation regarding a boy right now....

Going into town tomorrow so that should be good :O Someone who i'm confused over..[not the person mentioned above] is going aswell i think so I dont know at all how that'll pan out but lets keep our fingers crossed and hope he doesnt try anything....

But yeah i think that's enough blogging for one night :)

Mentions?
I'm just gonna list you's off cause I love y'all :)

Elise Wickham
Natalie Manning
Lucy Bennet
Keeva Kavanagh
Diarmuid Costello
Jonny Young
Jemma Corrigan-Coules
Cloeee Abbot
Danny........:L
Brucy [Aisling Lee]

And yeah I cant really think of anyone else right noww..

Ciao for noww :)
x

Your not that innocent and I'm not naive

*sigh* Where to begin? I feel as though my life is becoming a trainwreck right now. And if your not up for a melodramatic vent of my life then do me a favour and click that lil red 'x' up the top right-hand corner okay? Thanks.
Dont know what I've done wrong but people these days seem to think its fine to treat me like I don't matter, like they can toy with my emotions. And its so NOT okay just so you know. See i'm the sort of person that lets the little things get to me. Like okay I'm not gonna get into it because I'll only end up crying to myself [ie looking like a saddo in front of my computer, no thanks] So I shan't bore you with the details, but basically I feel as though a certain someone has just decided to fuck with my emotions and aren't considering the fact that every time they do it rips me apart inside. Not okay. I really don't get how they can do that and feel okay with it? Like seriously?
Whatever, I'm washing my hands of you now and thats the end of it, you've put me through so much that you'll never even know. And now you never will.

But yeah so JC results on Wednesday. Going for a meal with some cool people. Get this, I have rules for the night :P My rules include: No complaining or moaning about anything, no drama or bitching, loadsa photos and no complaints of "oh i look horrible delete!!!" cause i dont care nobody is aloud delete photos, and lotsa lotsa fun :). Seems stee but I find that if someone starts complaining or moaning about something i end up with a feeling of wanting to kill them because they're ruining everyones night like seriously shut up :L i dont care for complainers. But yeah so that should be fun, got a lovely dress and all, i'm on a shoe hunt from now until wednesday, i need blue shoes and accesories.

Ummm... yeah but things other than my trainwreck are goin' grand, still got my best mates behind me keeping me grounded. Anyone feel like a roll of mentions?
Here we go:

Mentions:
Elise
Diarmuid
Sarah
Natalie
Sami
Hazel
Efa
Jonny gets bold fonted cause he's awesome
Ash
Keeva
Lucy
Cloe
Brid
Barry
Jemma
Keith

LoveYouGuys
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