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Thursday, August 27, 2009

Summer Lovin' Happened So Fast......

"Summer lovin' had me a blast" or just summer in general had me a blast xD. I can't believe its over *cry* I never realy wanted it to end, had the time of my life with totally new people and i'm so glad I had the opportunity to discover new things such as Jack Daniels on fire goes purple, hairspray cans melt when on fire after about 10/15 minutes, the fact that i love having 2 guys as best mates, spin the bottle loses its novelty after the first 5/10 spins depending on the people playing, boys hoodies are soooo warm, and the list goes on. But yeah, i love the friends i'm with now as i've previously blogged about for those of you who take up your sweet time to read this thing xP.

But yeah ZOMG! School is back tomorrow *Que the big dun dun dunnnnn music* back to early mornings and Ms Smith stopping you in the corridor to fix your shirt and tie like blah blah no one gives a fuck woman! Let us wear the uniform the way we want! Fuck sake haha. It's funny how she goes on like she freakin' owns the school when she's really only VP like seriously woman, Ms Barry makes the shots in the school not you!!
Ahh tbh I don't realy mind this year, I'm taking a new grip on things that sees an outlook of no drama, no tears, and maturity, I've outgrown the stupid second year drama that some people see to love that has no actual backbone and is built on false rumours and things you heard were said.... like omg just grow up please! If, however, you choose not to, I don't want anything to do with you, just let me know when you've grown up and you might get a second chance. Kay?

But yeah today was okay, Diarmuid brought down Crino, Ciaran, Simo, Ford and coc...[Conor O'Callaghan] and that was fun, they were a bit quiet though was the only thing but ahh well probably not their usual surroundings so I'll excuse them for that. Got some spin the bottle goin' with Crino and me and Elise and Jemma....Yeah that lost it's intrest after about 10 minutes, not even that haha. But chyahh I gots me a lil bitta Crino so that was a nice way to end it all :)
♫But it's over nowww ♫ Sorry, random Rihannah lyrics lol...Rather suiting no?

Okay time for mentions:
Jonny: He wont the bebo Luv contest [gave me my 300th Luv] and so gets a very special mention, He's like the bestest guy friend I could get. He's always there when I need him and as i am for him and so he gets the first and most important mention. Three years and we're really only friends this year.. mad isnt it? Can't believe it myself. He knows how I do be feelin' bout certain things. We dislike the same person/peopleand he's just awesome. Love you bud (Y)
Dave: Dave's awesome. He's funny, smart, total people person, general all rounder. SUPER HUG! Lol... He broke his hand for the end of the summer...Total mad hatter but he's awesome really. Oh and his hair omgggg Love that xP I think he wants an every blog mention so heres your mention here Davey xD Oh and for anyone who's not friends with him...yeah rethink your coolness kayy?
Saz: Oooft ;) Aww sarah I Love youuu. You bring laughter to my day and i dunno what i wudda done without you this summer, boobs ;) She respects me....for some reason LOL. Sarah is someone i love very dearly and she's like my little diamond in the light. There aint a dull moment when she's around. Remember when we first met? That walk up to castletown with the scouts? I wouldnt play any games with them at all haha. I Love you so so so much and you mean so much to me :)
Ash: Ash is pretty awesome... she gives awesome hugs and so very nearly won the bebo competition for my love :P Love you ash bash xD
Keeva: Keeva is all beautiful and shit. I Love her so very much. Aw yeahhh...and chyahh ima guide her through 3rd year cause she's all awesome and shit like that lol.
JemJem: Jemma is beautiful even if she wont agree with me. I love her really, se's quirky and lovely and very very beautiful xD
Keith: Keith is..well....keith..he'll strip at around 10 oclock if he gets paid, or if he just feels like it depending on his mood...He'll hug you at random and yeah he's just cool.
Beautiful Tadhgh: Aw this guy is unreal. He's not average in the slightest. He air drums to himself..and looks like a looner doing it. He's so goddam beautiful its not fair xD
SAMANTA! She is my girlfriend. Her birginity is in my room in a little box covered in tissue paper and i totally own it. She's my dance partner. I Love her so very much.
Natalie: I Love natalie. I really do. She's funny and sweet and knows how i feel about a certain someone... I understand her about someone too. She's there when i need her and we just clicked when we met haha...maybe later on...
Cillian Ahh Cillian is a good guy really, he's funny and will make an entrance aswell. Wears 2 jackets to do things....10 bars of galaxy and a litre of lucozade anyone? Lol.. ah no he's is a good guy when ya get to know him....Won't let anyone hurt matrin.. thats his job ;) *hug for cillian* lol
Diarmuid Ah diarmuid diarmuid diarmuid where to begin my man, best guy friend much? Well okay you and Jonny are equal i suppose. I can tell him anything and so he can with me. Hugs without spearing my chest? Yes please lol...Ermm...makes my best friend really happy [chyahh i be talkin bout ms Elise] Like yeah he's funny, smart, stops me over reacting.. self control around certain people....makes me laugh so goddam much it aint funny lol... ironic? lil bit....
He already got like half a blog on my bebo so yeah this i think will be suffice xD


Loveee My Life right at this point xD

Ciao for now
xo

Sunday, August 23, 2009

A Good Beat Never Hurt No One..

Remember how things for me were finally looking up? Wrong. Things have taken a complete and utter downturn. Reason? Boys. I'm so fucking sick of all this shit, the way they think that they can mess with my head and think its fine. Sorry but its not! Not in the frikin' slightest. Right I'll explain, just to put you in the picture:
[Person 1] is a familiar person for those who have been reading my previous blog posts, this particular person liked one of my friends for a while, then another person asked this friend of mine out and so [person] was totally bummed out. Now my problem is that I feel as though me and person are gettin closer but [person] feels its just as friends and I re-heeee-ly don't think he sees that I am actually trying so so so hard with him, now granted selected friends have said he's been a bit more friendly with me but... I don't really know what to think of it as [person] sees us just as being friends. Confusion? Yessums. Now another thing people said to me was "no don't fall for [person], [person] is a douche but I decided to ignore these people and go with my heart and I'm gonna see if people are wrong (I really really hope they are!). The impression that I get from [person] is that he's funny, smart, sound, great kisser ;), sweet, kind etc etc and i like to believe that this is the real [person] that i like....alot.

[Person 2] is realllllly getting on my nerves!! He was all over me a few days ago in town and now... like wtf? He's all over this other one who he's alegedly meeting? [irish slang for not quite dating but sucking face occasionally].. Like omgwtf! I'm so angry with him because if you didn;t know us you would have sworn we were going out together...now i played it cool and hard to get..[twas finally my turn to play]..and it was really fun but then he goes and like...treats me like shit? Where do you get off doing that to me mister? :O Wanker prick much? ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Frustrations frustrations!!

Fucking boys,
Fuck my life.

Ciao for now
xoxo

Tuesday, August 18, 2009

When life decided to fuck me over, I screamed in the middle of it "wait!! got a condom?" xD

And now things are fine :)
Life is actually really good now, compared to 72 hours ago. For instance me and [person] are friends again which sent me over the moon through the stars and back again... I won The Lollipop game like 5 times today, I even won against beautiful Tahdgh. Got my hair cut xD I love short hair on me. In daves words its "Georgous...[he changed my name from gorgeous cause he's cool and shizz]. Ummm.... chyahh and I dunno I just seemed to have a really good day. Going to town on saturday with a whole loada people to see JHAH....Sketch [awesomest person in the whole friking world like omg i love you xD] is coming down with some cool peeps for a little while aswell so ima buy him a coffee :P...and chyahh I still hate singlness but not much I can do there.
I've decided that as my JC results are out soonish ima prep myself for them.... fuck I don't think i care too much.. It's only the Jc for fuck sake like cmonnn.. People over-rated the Jc soooo much like seriously anyone doing it this year calm yo'selves down!! I walked out of my exams going "are you freakin' serious? that was the dreaded JUNIOUR CERT Blaahhhhhhhhhhh!" I shall state this ever so clearly: Junior Certificate is a load of bullshit. It means nothing. Clear enough? Anywhooo... So I've figured something out lately, I am an over thinker... I think about things waayy too much and even the little things that most people would blow off I would consider to be awesome [cause i'm all cool and shit] I tend to over think them and anlyse them in my head like way too much and yeah... its kinda stupid but whatever.

So yeah thats all I can update on right now... oh and Roll on 5th Year


Oh and mentions for people: Lucy Bennet cause she reads this everytime I update it
Diarmuid and Elise cause they my best mates
Sketch cause...he's Sketch and he's awesome and shizzz :D
Dave cause....he's just Dave and derserves a mention (Y)
Keeva cause she's all beuatiful and stuff
Hazel cause I own her ;)
Danny cause he's the shizzzzzz
Well okay Ciao for Now
xo

Monday, August 17, 2009

Lower than Rock bottom has become very possible in the last 24 hours....

Well I don't think I could be feeling much worse right now. Had it out with one person last night and turns out that this whole thing was in my head and completely my fault. Not only did [person] explain everything to me, but he kinda made me realise what an idiot I was being. It started in a multiway conversation on MSN where he brought up something I had said that he had heard. Yes [person] has ears like a frikin' bat! :O I opened a separte conversation where I explain what I was thinking. He broke it down and gave a reasonable explaination for everything I had said.... Including that of what I had said earlier in public. After all the explaining and accusations in my direction turns out that, yes, I had over reacted. I had jumped to conclusions yet again and I felt like the worlds biggest idiot right then. But then [person] told me it was okay but of course I felt like it wasn't and I still feel like such a bad person, because already, me and [person] didn't exactly get off to a great start. And if [person] reads this I'm really sorry... again. God, I must have apologised to him about a million times last night, I mean words cannot described how humiliated and upset I was with myself. I still am. Although [person] told me it was okay I still feel as though it's not and I feel as though I've fucked this one up very very badly.
That was probably bringing me down alot this week, [yes bloggers, for a whole week the optimism died! :O]. I still feel like I need to pull myself in a little bit though. Because I know both my instincts and my mind are beginging to wander.

Now I feel as though I've ended up having one of the best summers ever but now in a way I'm almost looking forward to going back to school..haha.. me? A nerd? Neverrr Lol. Just to fall back into that routine of get up, breakfast, bus, school, bus home, food, tv, dinner, shower, homework, computer, sleep. Then wake up to do it again until friday. I kinda like that routine in a way because it gives me something to look forward to on a friday, my friends. I really couldn't ask for a better bunch of people. I can be myself around them, I don't have to feel like I need to change for them because even though I never would change for anyone I feel as though I've been accepted [yes I am aware of how cheesy and cliché that sounds.]


But yeah that's my most recent update and if [person] does read this.... For like the millionth time I am really really sorry for being so horrible. I know you said it was okay and everything but I still feel so horrible for fucking this up.
Friends?

Ciao for Now with a Boom Boom Pow ;)
xo

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Loving you is cherry pie - Too bad I hate cherries and pie huh?

"I'm so over it I've been there and back"...... I fucking wish.

Today I didn't feel like myself. I haven't actually felt like myself all week. There's too much fucking boy drama that the male species seem to think is perfectly fine. I hate drama, and as boys tend to make everything worse, I thus hate boy drama with a vengeance. I don't understand how boys can be so oblivious to the complete and utter obvious. Take me for example, [I'd never use my friends in an example unless I had they're permission], I've had a week where I just haven't felt like myself and I've been out of character. I feel like certain people are judging me always. No matter if I'm just sitting quietly doing nothing to them or I'm talking to someone else! I have now began to kind of like... pulled myself back in a little bit. I don't get how people can be so two-faced to you and think it's okay? Nah. I don't do two-faced people. Can't fucking stand you! An apology? From you? Nah. You just seem to think that this is okay. To be a really nice person one day and then be a complete ass to me the next day. Where do you get off doing that to me? You don't know me well enough to treat me like that. And now you never will because I don't want anything to do with you. Fuck sake!
Mixed signals is something I hate as well. Isn't it so ironic how a guy can send a girl so many signals that he likes her? But... If a girl does the same to him then he goes and bitches about it to his friends? Can anyone else see that irony? I also don't get how a guy gets off with messing with a girl's head. Not fair. It seems that a girl's heart is just a fucking toy that he has control over for a period of time. Charm. That's how he gets it. Even if he knows about his..erm.. obvious... charm he may not realise the girl on the sidelines that he's charming. I have had two guys fuck off with my friends this week. Even when these two know that I like them. Seriously..Have you's got no consideration for the person with whom you are affecting by doing this? *Que big flashing arrow in my direction*. This two-faced bullshit that I've put up with this week is over now. I'm done with it. When you deicde to grow a pair and just admit you like my friend rather than me, you tell me okay? Fucking idiot.
I actually hand-wrote this blog last night in my kitchen 'cause my mom said that I was being all distant and shit but like serously as if I'm going to talk to my parents about this? Are you kidding me? When I hand-worte this out, I went on a big "lack of confidence" rant and as I've read back over it, as true as it is, I know fellow readers don't really care and you's probably have enough stuff going on in your own lives and thus I shan't depress you on that.

As for me? I don't really know how I'm going to deal with the male species. I understand they think through they're penis' but really? Use your head...as opposed to getting it.
I've got some serious thinking to do.....

Ciao for now
xo

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

Tears, Fears and Teenage Years

Blog blog blog....
Evening bloggers :D
Okay well lately I've been feeling rather confused about a few things. I had a few thoughts whilst I was away in Waterford for the past few days. Now I know myself I'm very optimistic and that I never let the small things bring me down but there's a few things that are actually really upsetting me right now, and I don't care who reads my blog, cause my blog is my vent for views on certain topics.
Topics like, a certain person suddenly hating me for no good reason. I briefly informed you about this on my previous blog but I feel now I should give you the details. This particular person came into my life this summer, this person was in a relationship with one of my best friends. This person, who I thought I was getting on grand with suddenly decides one day "Oh I hate Georgia now and I'll make it really obvious blah blah." My dear, please for fuck sake, get a life. I hate it when people act so immature like that, that they feel they must make their hate so freakin' public that they end up looking the fool and making someone else feel as shit as they do. You clearly don't understand that there is no possible way of bringing me down. I'm so upbeat and I've been through so much shite in my life when it comes to bitchy people that I really do not need you trying to bring me down to your level when it's my life that's currently going pretty fan-fucking-tastic. I really hope you don't think that I will sink to your level any day soon, because trust me honey, you are so far down on my to do list, you'd have to turn it over to find out where bouts you are [you're last in case you didn't catch on xD]. Also, one more thing before I close my rant on you, I have my many reasons to dislike you, I'm never planning on being your best friend so whenever you get over this out-of-the-blue hatred for me, please don't think I want to be your friend.
Another thing upsetting me is a boy. now I know there's people out there who will just roll their eyes when reading this but I don't care, like I said my blog is my vent. This particular boy, I like very much, knows. I know he knows because apparently everyone knows and I understand that for some reason my life is something that people like to talk about when I'm there or not. I know this because I've walked in on many a conversation where my personal life is being discussed so I know that people talk about me, so please don't bullshit and say you don't. This boy and I however got off on the wrong foot. See I can often be very upfront about my feelings and it always seems to happen when I'm around this boy. I never know what to say around him and if I do say something it's normally either complete shite or very very pointless. And another thing that really upsets me about this boy is that he likes someone else. I am just so sick of this happening to me. It happens all the time to me. I like a boy alot, boy likes someone else usually prettier, skinnier and alot more fun than I am or could ever dream to be. I am seriously considering giving up on trying with said boy. I can't put myself through getting my heart...fractured...again. It's too hard and I really don't think I can go through it again.

But yeah I really am not in the mood for anymore blogging so if anything crucial happens or I suddenly get an urge to blog I shall update you on my life once again. However, for the time being...

Ciao xD
xoxo

Thursday, August 6, 2009

Georgia's First Blog

First Blog!
Not entirely sure why I'm blogging right now, but sure I'm normally one to give anything a go so here goes...
Summer is almost over and I for one am very sad about it. Ive become accustomed to a daily routine of getting up, shower, Get ready, meet people down the village and just hang round Celbridge and enjoying myself. I don't exactly want it to end right now because I really like the group of people I'm with right now, I can totally be myself around them and I love them all to pieces. We're like the coolest people going. No joke.
Anywhoo, intro to my life I guess: Georgia, 15, Celbridge, Addicted to music, Love my friends, Love summer, can be slightly obsessed with certain things :P

But yeah, right now the tunage is Micheal Bublé. Love this guy. awesome so he is :)

Yeah so I get how there's certain people out there who aren't too subtle about showing that they don't like someone but oh my god! Could you be more rude! Like seriously, I get that you don't like me but my god there's a limit to the amount of looks one can give another in the same minute! Calm yo' frikin' self! What did i ever do to you? It was you that did things to my friend!! Get over yourself!! Don't you dare think you can bring me down! I actually think it's hi-larious that you think if you give me a few dirty looks that I'm all of a sudden afraid of you...*laughs at your foolish attempts to bring me down* Like seriously calm down.... I never even did anything to you!
But yeahhh I think that's sort it for my first blog...
I'll update you on a fool's attempt to bring me down laterrrr

Ciao fellow-bloggers xD

Georgia xx