Tears, Fears and Teenage Years

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Okay well lately I've been feeling rather confused about a few things. I had a few thoughts whilst I was away in Waterford for the past few days. Now I know myself I'm very optimistic and that I never let the small things bring me down but there's a few things that are actually really upsetting me right now, and I don't care who reads my blog, cause my blog is my vent for views on certain topics.
Topics like, a certain person suddenly hating me for no good reason. I briefly informed you about this on my previous blog but I feel now I should give you the details. This particular person came into my life this summer, this person was in a relationship with one of my best friends. This person, who I thought I was getting on grand with suddenly decides one day "Oh I hate Georgia now and I'll make it really obvious blah blah." My dear, please for fuck sake, get a life. I hate it when people act so immature like that, that they feel they must make their hate so freakin' public that they end up looking the fool and making someone else feel as shit as they do. You clearly don't understand that there is no possible way of bringing me down. I'm so upbeat and I've been through so much shite in my life when it comes to bitchy people that I really do not need you trying to bring me down to your level when it's my life that's currently going pretty fan-fucking-tastic. I really hope you don't think that I will sink to your level any day soon, because trust me honey, you are so far down on my to do list, you'd have to turn it over to find out where bouts you are [you're last in case you didn't catch on xD]. Also, one more thing before I close my rant on you, I have my many reasons to dislike you, I'm never planning on being your best friend so whenever you get over this out-of-the-blue hatred for me, please don't think I want to be your friend.
Another thing upsetting me is a boy. now I know there's people out there who will just roll their eyes when reading this but I don't care, like I said my blog is my vent. This particular boy, I like very much, knows. I know he knows because apparently everyone knows and I understand that for some reason my life is something that people like to talk about when I'm there or not. I know this because I've walked in on many a conversation where my personal life is being discussed so I know that people talk about me, so please don't bullshit and say you don't. This boy and I however got off on the wrong foot. See I can often be very upfront about my feelings and it always seems to happen when I'm around this boy. I never know what to say around him and if I do say something it's normally either complete shite or very very pointless. And another thing that really upsets me about this boy is that he likes someone else. I am just so sick of this happening to me. It happens all the time to me. I like a boy alot, boy likes someone else usually prettier, skinnier and alot more fun than I am or could ever dream to be. I am seriously considering giving up on trying with said boy. I can't put myself through getting my heart...fractured...again. It's too hard and I really don't think I can go through it again.

But yeah I really am not in the mood for anymore blogging so if anything crucial happens or I suddenly get an urge to blog I shall update you on my life once again. However, for the time being...

Ciao xD
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