Remember how things for me were finally looking up? Wrong. Things have taken a complete and utter downturn. Reason? Boys. I'm so fucking sick of all this shit, the way they think that they can mess with my head and think its fine. Sorry but its not! Not in the frikin' slightest. Right I'll explain, just to put you in the picture:
[Person 1] is a familiar person for those who have been reading my previous blog posts, this particular person liked one of my friends for a while, then another person asked this friend of mine out and so [person] was totally bummed out. Now my problem is that I feel as though me and person are gettin closer but [person] feels its just as friends and I re-heeee-ly don't think he sees that I am actually trying so so so hard with him, now granted selected friends have said he's been a bit more friendly with me but... I don't really know what to think of it as [person] sees us just as being friends. Confusion? Yessums. Now another thing people said to me was "no don't fall for [person], [person] is a douche but I decided to ignore these people and go with my heart and I'm gonna see if people are wrong (I really really hope they are!). The impression that I get from [person] is that he's funny, smart, sound, great kisser ;), sweet, kind etc etc and i like to believe that this is the real [person] that i like....alot.
[Person 2] is realllllly getting on my nerves!! He was all over me a few days ago in town and now... like wtf? He's all over this other one who he's alegedly meeting? [irish slang for not quite dating but sucking face occasionally].. Like omgwtf! I'm so angry with him because if you didn;t know us you would have sworn we were going out together...now i played it cool and hard to get..[twas finally my turn to play]..and it was really fun but then he goes and like...treats me like shit? Where do you get off doing that to me mister? :O Wanker prick much? ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Frustrations frustrations!!
Fucking boys,
Fuck my life.
Ciao for now
xoxo
Sunday, August 23, 2009
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