And now things are fine :)
Life is actually really good now, compared to 72 hours ago. For instance me and [person] are friends again which sent me over the moon through the stars and back again... I won The Lollipop game like 5 times today, I even won against beautiful Tahdgh. Got my hair cut xD I love short hair on me. In daves words its "Georgous...[he changed my name from gorgeous cause he's cool and shizz]. Ummm.... chyahh and I dunno I just seemed to have a really good day. Going to town on saturday with a whole loada people to see JHAH....Sketch [awesomest person in the whole friking world like omg i love you xD] is coming down with some cool peeps for a little while aswell so ima buy him a coffee :P...and chyahh I still hate singlness but not much I can do there.
I've decided that as my JC results are out soonish ima prep myself for them.... fuck I don't think i care too much.. It's only the Jc for fuck sake like cmonnn.. People over-rated the Jc soooo much like seriously anyone doing it this year calm yo'selves down!! I walked out of my exams going "are you freakin' serious? that was the dreaded JUNIOUR CERT Blaahhhhhhhhhhh!" I shall state this ever so clearly: Junior Certificate is a load of bullshit. It means nothing. Clear enough? Anywhooo... So I've figured something out lately, I am an over thinker... I think about things waayy too much and even the little things that most people would blow off I would consider to be awesome [cause i'm all cool and shit] I tend to over think them and anlyse them in my head like way too much and yeah... its kinda stupid but whatever.
So yeah thats all I can update on right now... oh and Roll on 5th Year
Oh and mentions for people: Lucy Bennet cause she reads this everytime I update it
Diarmuid and Elise cause they my best mates
Sketch cause...he's Sketch and he's awesome and shizzz :D
Dave cause....he's just Dave and derserves a mention (Y)
Keeva cause she's all beuatiful and stuff
Hazel cause I own her ;)
Danny cause he's the shizzzzzz
Well okay Ciao for Now
xo
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
Monday, August 17, 2009
Lower than Rock bottom has become very possible in the last 24 hours....
Well I don't think I could be feeling much worse right now. Had it out with one person last night and turns out that this whole thing was in my head and completely my fault. Not only did [person] explain everything to me, but he kinda made me realise what an idiot I was being. It started in a multiway conversation on MSN where he brought up something I had said that he had heard. Yes [person] has ears like a frikin' bat! :O I opened a separte conversation where I explain what I was thinking. He broke it down and gave a reasonable explaination for everything I had said.... Including that of what I had said earlier in public. After all the explaining and accusations in my direction turns out that, yes, I had over reacted. I had jumped to conclusions yet again and I felt like the worlds biggest idiot right then. But then [person] told me it was okay but of course I felt like it wasn't and I still feel like such a bad person, because already, me and [person] didn't exactly get off to a great start. And if [person] reads this I'm really sorry... again. God, I must have apologised to him about a million times last night, I mean words cannot described how humiliated and upset I was with myself. I still am. Although [person] told me it was okay I still feel as though it's not and I feel as though I've fucked this one up very very badly.
That was probably bringing me down alot this week, [yes bloggers, for a whole week the optimism died! :O]. I still feel like I need to pull myself in a little bit though. Because I know both my instincts and my mind are beginging to wander.
Now I feel as though I've ended up having one of the best summers ever but now in a way I'm almost looking forward to going back to school..haha.. me? A nerd? Neverrr Lol. Just to fall back into that routine of get up, breakfast, bus, school, bus home, food, tv, dinner, shower, homework, computer, sleep. Then wake up to do it again until friday. I kinda like that routine in a way because it gives me something to look forward to on a friday, my friends. I really couldn't ask for a better bunch of people. I can be myself around them, I don't have to feel like I need to change for them because even though I never would change for anyone I feel as though I've been accepted [yes I am aware of how cheesy and cliché that sounds.]
But yeah that's my most recent update and if [person] does read this.... For like the millionth time I am really really sorry for being so horrible. I know you said it was okay and everything but I still feel so horrible for fucking this up.
Friends?
Ciao for Now with a Boom Boom Pow ;)
xo
That was probably bringing me down alot this week, [yes bloggers, for a whole week the optimism died! :O]. I still feel like I need to pull myself in a little bit though. Because I know both my instincts and my mind are beginging to wander.
Now I feel as though I've ended up having one of the best summers ever but now in a way I'm almost looking forward to going back to school..haha.. me? A nerd? Neverrr Lol. Just to fall back into that routine of get up, breakfast, bus, school, bus home, food, tv, dinner, shower, homework, computer, sleep. Then wake up to do it again until friday. I kinda like that routine in a way because it gives me something to look forward to on a friday, my friends. I really couldn't ask for a better bunch of people. I can be myself around them, I don't have to feel like I need to change for them because even though I never would change for anyone I feel as though I've been accepted [yes I am aware of how cheesy and cliché that sounds.]
But yeah that's my most recent update and if [person] does read this.... For like the millionth time I am really really sorry for being so horrible. I know you said it was okay and everything but I still feel so horrible for fucking this up.
Friends?
Ciao for Now with a Boom Boom Pow ;)
xo
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Loving you is cherry pie - Too bad I hate cherries and pie huh?
"I'm so over it I've been there and back"...... I fucking wish.
Today I didn't feel like myself. I haven't actually felt like myself all week. There's too much fucking boy drama that the male species seem to think is perfectly fine. I hate drama, and as boys tend to make everything worse, I thus hate boy drama with a vengeance. I don't understand how boys can be so oblivious to the complete and utter obvious. Take me for example, [I'd never use my friends in an example unless I had they're permission], I've had a week where I just haven't felt like myself and I've been out of character. I feel like certain people are judging me always. No matter if I'm just sitting quietly doing nothing to them or I'm talking to someone else! I have now began to kind of like... pulled myself back in a little bit. I don't get how people can be so two-faced to you and think it's okay? Nah. I don't do two-faced people. Can't fucking stand you! An apology? From you? Nah. You just seem to think that this is okay. To be a really nice person one day and then be a complete ass to me the next day. Where do you get off doing that to me? You don't know me well enough to treat me like that. And now you never will because I don't want anything to do with you. Fuck sake!
Mixed signals is something I hate as well. Isn't it so ironic how a guy can send a girl so many signals that he likes her? But... If a girl does the same to him then he goes and bitches about it to his friends? Can anyone else see that irony? I also don't get how a guy gets off with messing with a girl's head. Not fair. It seems that a girl's heart is just a fucking toy that he has control over for a period of time. Charm. That's how he gets it. Even if he knows about his..erm.. obvious... charm he may not realise the girl on the sidelines that he's charming. I have had two guys fuck off with my friends this week. Even when these two know that I like them. Seriously..Have you's got no consideration for the person with whom you are affecting by doing this? *Que big flashing arrow in my direction*. This two-faced bullshit that I've put up with this week is over now. I'm done with it. When you deicde to grow a pair and just admit you like my friend rather than me, you tell me okay? Fucking idiot.
I actually hand-wrote this blog last night in my kitchen 'cause my mom said that I was being all distant and shit but like serously as if I'm going to talk to my parents about this? Are you kidding me? When I hand-worte this out, I went on a big "lack of confidence" rant and as I've read back over it, as true as it is, I know fellow readers don't really care and you's probably have enough stuff going on in your own lives and thus I shan't depress you on that.
As for me? I don't really know how I'm going to deal with the male species. I understand they think through they're penis' but really? Use your head...as opposed to getting it.
I've got some serious thinking to do.....
Ciao for now
xo
Today I didn't feel like myself. I haven't actually felt like myself all week. There's too much fucking boy drama that the male species seem to think is perfectly fine. I hate drama, and as boys tend to make everything worse, I thus hate boy drama with a vengeance. I don't understand how boys can be so oblivious to the complete and utter obvious. Take me for example, [I'd never use my friends in an example unless I had they're permission], I've had a week where I just haven't felt like myself and I've been out of character. I feel like certain people are judging me always. No matter if I'm just sitting quietly doing nothing to them or I'm talking to someone else! I have now began to kind of like... pulled myself back in a little bit. I don't get how people can be so two-faced to you and think it's okay? Nah. I don't do two-faced people. Can't fucking stand you! An apology? From you? Nah. You just seem to think that this is okay. To be a really nice person one day and then be a complete ass to me the next day. Where do you get off doing that to me? You don't know me well enough to treat me like that. And now you never will because I don't want anything to do with you. Fuck sake!
Mixed signals is something I hate as well. Isn't it so ironic how a guy can send a girl so many signals that he likes her? But... If a girl does the same to him then he goes and bitches about it to his friends? Can anyone else see that irony? I also don't get how a guy gets off with messing with a girl's head. Not fair. It seems that a girl's heart is just a fucking toy that he has control over for a period of time. Charm. That's how he gets it. Even if he knows about his..erm.. obvious... charm he may not realise the girl on the sidelines that he's charming. I have had two guys fuck off with my friends this week. Even when these two know that I like them. Seriously..Have you's got no consideration for the person with whom you are affecting by doing this? *Que big flashing arrow in my direction*. This two-faced bullshit that I've put up with this week is over now. I'm done with it. When you deicde to grow a pair and just admit you like my friend rather than me, you tell me okay? Fucking idiot.
I actually hand-wrote this blog last night in my kitchen 'cause my mom said that I was being all distant and shit but like serously as if I'm going to talk to my parents about this? Are you kidding me? When I hand-worte this out, I went on a big "lack of confidence" rant and as I've read back over it, as true as it is, I know fellow readers don't really care and you's probably have enough stuff going on in your own lives and thus I shan't depress you on that.
As for me? I don't really know how I'm going to deal with the male species. I understand they think through they're penis' but really? Use your head...as opposed to getting it.
I've got some serious thinking to do.....
Ciao for now
xo
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Tears, Fears and Teenage Years
Blog blog blog....
Evening bloggers :D
Okay well lately I've been feeling rather confused about a few things. I had a few thoughts whilst I was away in Waterford for the past few days. Now I know myself I'm very optimistic and that I never let the small things bring me down but there's a few things that are actually really upsetting me right now, and I don't care who reads my blog, cause my blog is my vent for views on certain topics.
Topics like, a certain person suddenly hating me for no good reason. I briefly informed you about this on my previous blog but I feel now I should give you the details. This particular person came into my life this summer, this person was in a relationship with one of my best friends. This person, who I thought I was getting on grand with suddenly decides one day "Oh I hate Georgia now and I'll make it really obvious blah blah." My dear, please for fuck sake, get a life. I hate it when people act so immature like that, that they feel they must make their hate so freakin' public that they end up looking the fool and making someone else feel as shit as they do. You clearly don't understand that there is no possible way of bringing me down. I'm so upbeat and I've been through so much shite in my life when it comes to bitchy people that I really do not need you trying to bring me down to your level when it's my life that's currently going pretty fan-fucking-tastic. I really hope you don't think that I will sink to your level any day soon, because trust me honey, you are so far down on my to do list, you'd have to turn it over to find out where bouts you are [you're last in case you didn't catch on xD]. Also, one more thing before I close my rant on you, I have my many reasons to dislike you, I'm never planning on being your best friend so whenever you get over this out-of-the-blue hatred for me, please don't think I want to be your friend.
Another thing upsetting me is a boy. now I know there's people out there who will just roll their eyes when reading this but I don't care, like I said my blog is my vent. This particular boy, I like very much, knows. I know he knows because apparently everyone knows and I understand that for some reason my life is something that people like to talk about when I'm there or not. I know this because I've walked in on many a conversation where my personal life is being discussed so I know that people talk about me, so please don't bullshit and say you don't. This boy and I however got off on the wrong foot. See I can often be very upfront about my feelings and it always seems to happen when I'm around this boy. I never know what to say around him and if I do say something it's normally either complete shite or very very pointless. And another thing that really upsets me about this boy is that he likes someone else. I am just so sick of this happening to me. It happens all the time to me. I like a boy alot, boy likes someone else usually prettier, skinnier and alot more fun than I am or could ever dream to be. I am seriously considering giving up on trying with said boy. I can't put myself through getting my heart...fractured...again. It's too hard and I really don't think I can go through it again.
But yeah I really am not in the mood for anymore blogging so if anything crucial happens or I suddenly get an urge to blog I shall update you on my life once again. However, for the time being...
Ciao xD
xoxo
Evening bloggers :D
Okay well lately I've been feeling rather confused about a few things. I had a few thoughts whilst I was away in Waterford for the past few days. Now I know myself I'm very optimistic and that I never let the small things bring me down but there's a few things that are actually really upsetting me right now, and I don't care who reads my blog, cause my blog is my vent for views on certain topics.
Topics like, a certain person suddenly hating me for no good reason. I briefly informed you about this on my previous blog but I feel now I should give you the details. This particular person came into my life this summer, this person was in a relationship with one of my best friends. This person, who I thought I was getting on grand with suddenly decides one day "Oh I hate Georgia now and I'll make it really obvious blah blah." My dear, please for fuck sake, get a life. I hate it when people act so immature like that, that they feel they must make their hate so freakin' public that they end up looking the fool and making someone else feel as shit as they do. You clearly don't understand that there is no possible way of bringing me down. I'm so upbeat and I've been through so much shite in my life when it comes to bitchy people that I really do not need you trying to bring me down to your level when it's my life that's currently going pretty fan-fucking-tastic. I really hope you don't think that I will sink to your level any day soon, because trust me honey, you are so far down on my to do list, you'd have to turn it over to find out where bouts you are [you're last in case you didn't catch on xD]. Also, one more thing before I close my rant on you, I have my many reasons to dislike you, I'm never planning on being your best friend so whenever you get over this out-of-the-blue hatred for me, please don't think I want to be your friend.
Another thing upsetting me is a boy. now I know there's people out there who will just roll their eyes when reading this but I don't care, like I said my blog is my vent. This particular boy, I like very much, knows. I know he knows because apparently everyone knows and I understand that for some reason my life is something that people like to talk about when I'm there or not. I know this because I've walked in on many a conversation where my personal life is being discussed so I know that people talk about me, so please don't bullshit and say you don't. This boy and I however got off on the wrong foot. See I can often be very upfront about my feelings and it always seems to happen when I'm around this boy. I never know what to say around him and if I do say something it's normally either complete shite or very very pointless. And another thing that really upsets me about this boy is that he likes someone else. I am just so sick of this happening to me. It happens all the time to me. I like a boy alot, boy likes someone else usually prettier, skinnier and alot more fun than I am or could ever dream to be. I am seriously considering giving up on trying with said boy. I can't put myself through getting my heart...fractured...again. It's too hard and I really don't think I can go through it again.
But yeah I really am not in the mood for anymore blogging so if anything crucial happens or I suddenly get an urge to blog I shall update you on my life once again. However, for the time being...
Ciao xD
xoxo
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Georgia's First Blog
First Blog!
Not entirely sure why I'm blogging right now, but sure I'm normally one to give anything a go so here goes...
Summer is almost over and I for one am very sad about it. Ive become accustomed to a daily routine of getting up, shower, Get ready, meet people down the village and just hang round Celbridge and enjoying myself. I don't exactly want it to end right now because I really like the group of people I'm with right now, I can totally be myself around them and I love them all to pieces. We're like the coolest people going. No joke.
Anywhoo, intro to my life I guess: Georgia, 15, Celbridge, Addicted to music, Love my friends, Love summer, can be slightly obsessed with certain things :P
But yeah, right now the tunage is Micheal Bublé. Love this guy. awesome so he is :)
Yeah so I get how there's certain people out there who aren't too subtle about showing that they don't like someone but oh my god! Could you be more rude! Like seriously, I get that you don't like me but my god there's a limit to the amount of looks one can give another in the same minute! Calm yo' frikin' self! What did i ever do to you? It was you that did things to my friend!! Get over yourself!! Don't you dare think you can bring me down! I actually think it's hi-larious that you think if you give me a few dirty looks that I'm all of a sudden afraid of you...*laughs at your foolish attempts to bring me down* Like seriously calm down.... I never even did anything to you!
But yeahhh I think that's sort it for my first blog...
I'll update you on a fool's attempt to bring me down laterrrr
Ciao fellow-bloggers xD
Georgia xx
Not entirely sure why I'm blogging right now, but sure I'm normally one to give anything a go so here goes...
Summer is almost over and I for one am very sad about it. Ive become accustomed to a daily routine of getting up, shower, Get ready, meet people down the village and just hang round Celbridge and enjoying myself. I don't exactly want it to end right now because I really like the group of people I'm with right now, I can totally be myself around them and I love them all to pieces. We're like the coolest people going. No joke.
Anywhoo, intro to my life I guess: Georgia, 15, Celbridge, Addicted to music, Love my friends, Love summer, can be slightly obsessed with certain things :P
But yeah, right now the tunage is Micheal Bublé. Love this guy. awesome so he is :)
Yeah so I get how there's certain people out there who aren't too subtle about showing that they don't like someone but oh my god! Could you be more rude! Like seriously, I get that you don't like me but my god there's a limit to the amount of looks one can give another in the same minute! Calm yo' frikin' self! What did i ever do to you? It was you that did things to my friend!! Get over yourself!! Don't you dare think you can bring me down! I actually think it's hi-larious that you think if you give me a few dirty looks that I'm all of a sudden afraid of you...*laughs at your foolish attempts to bring me down* Like seriously calm down.... I never even did anything to you!
But yeahhh I think that's sort it for my first blog...
I'll update you on a fool's attempt to bring me down laterrrr
Ciao fellow-bloggers xD
Georgia xx
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