When it gets tough gotta fight some more....

Well well well, long time no blog huh?


ITS MY BIRTHDAY ON TUESDAY!! xD


Things have changed...kinda...over the last little while. For instance, I was sick for a whole week. I hate being sick, i feel like shit and stuff so yeah. I like someone new at last yaaay :D now normaly it would take me ages to get over a guy i liked that much and granted i did bang on about him to my friends a bit but like one of them knew exactly how i was feeling so that was good. But a few nights ago i was lying in bed thinking "why the hell am i holding on to this? its not like he's gonna ask me whats wrong..not that he ever would but still. he should know by now i'm pissed with him so.." and then i decided to do this kinda metaphorical release type of thing, granted at half one in the morning you cant exactly do it the way i wanted to but still. I took a really deep breath and let go every feeling i had towards this guy as i breathed out. I now feel nothing towards him. I nothing him. Feels pretty god, considering i was so hung up on him for so damn long. I can't hate him cause i see him nearly every time i go out and i can't be all spiteful and bitchy cause thats just mean. So now i just nothing him.

Went out on friday, pretty cool, got to see people after being out of school sick all week. I was all like "yaaay heyyyy people :D" then like yeah..friday was good.
Then today was boring as fuckkkk i was like omgggggg. and natalie with her bony arse lol. total JHAH moment on the high green, mainly me namedropping all the boys and that. pretty cool. then talkin bout facebook and listenin to JHAH and me being able to tell if it was Kelan or Padraig singing cause i'm that obsessive about them, but sure at least i'll admit it lol.

I feel as though a certain Lucy Bennett deserves a very special mention =]
She reads my blog, she was the one who actually reminded me to blog this morning. She's so nice and lovely and pretty and stuff. and she is quite the cool. We've become kinda close over the last little while and its cool cause we're cool :) she blogs so much! i'll never be able to catch up or keep up with her! She's really nice and lovely and never done me a wrong :)
ily :D

tryna think what else to blog about.........gawwwd i'm sooooo tireddd :O

shout outs toooo:
jonny cause he's all awesome and cool and stuff xD
elise and sarah cause ily :D
natalieeeeeeee hahahaha
missa cause she's all cool and stuff
ash && jemmma cause they're awesome
sketch cause he'll read this when he gets his mac back i know he will xD
danny even though he aint blogged in a while :P
diarmuid cause he's sound and cool and stuff :D